"And I came into the world a walkin talkin disaster!" - Black 47Well....I'm alive still. I know, you can breath now. I forgot all about this thing. My life is some seriously weird dismal type balancing act... I can't sort it out... I have no direction. What has changed?Leon Hicks died... 9 years of friendship, Poof! He killed himself this past December and I took it all rather hard... ok I became an out and out alcoholic. Im okay now (I guess)In school again (yes another degree, not art this time okay... happy!!)Psychology. Another divorce.Oh…

Surprise!! I am religion free again!! It was just as I have experienced so many times before...a false alarm, a false sense of comfort and something I identified with (although much more so than many of the religions I have tried... it was still a dead end). I will be trying something new soon. I feel that if I never find anything I will be able to be satisfied that there isn't anything to find. Any ideas which religion or spiritual path I should try out next?